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quase quase a matar 2010.


[com as resoluções para o novo ano feitas]

Heaven Can Wait*

"She’s sliding, she’s sliding down to the depth of the world
She’s fighting, she’s fighting the urge to make a …
Heaven can wait
and hell’s too far ago
Somewhere between
what you need and what you know
And they’re trying to drive that escalator into the ground
She’s hiding, she’s hiding on a battleship of baggage and bones
There’s thunder, there’s lightening in an avalanche of faces you know
Heaven can wait
and hell’s too far ago
Somewhere between
what you need and what you know
And they’re trying to drive that escalator into the ground
You left your credentials in a greyhound station
with a first aid kit and a flashlight
Going to a …. unknown
Heaven can wait
and hell’s too far ago
Somewhere between
what you need and what you know
And they’re trying to drive that escalator into the ground"

*Charlotte Gainsbourg

FARTA DE 2010!

These days.

"I had a lover,
I don't think I'll risk another"

*Nicco.

"Canção de alterne".

"Pára de chorar
E dizer que nunca mais vais ser feliz
Não há ninguém a conspirar
Para fazer destinos
Negros de raiz
Pára de chorar
Não ligues a quem diz
Que há nos astros o poder
De marcar alguém
Só por prazer
Por isso pára de chorar
Carrega no batom
Abusa do verniz
Põe os pontos nos Is
Nem Deus tem o dom
De escolher quem vai ser feliz


(...)
E a seguir tudo se evapora"

"Just get through the god damned day."

‎"o ser humano é só carne e osso e uma tremenda vontade de complicar as coisas." 

 

 

*Valter Hugo Mãe.

The Beatles*

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

"it's my party and i'll cry if i want to."

"Escolher implica fazer renúncias: que sorte poder escolher, mesmo que nos equivoquemos."

*do filme "José e Pilar".

first season.

"You have conquered, and I yield (...)"

*Edgar Alan Poe.

foi-se.

yesterday.

"Love was such an easy game to play" 

*The Beatles

Please Bleed

"Make me feel like a beggar
Make me feel like a thief
Make me feel like a battle, that cannot end in peace
Make me feel like running, as if I've lost my nerve
Make me feel like crying, tears I don't deserve

Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you've done
Who have I become
To myself I am numb, I am numb, I am numb

Is this really living? Sometimes it's hard to tell
Or is this just a kind of gentler hell?
Turn out the lights
And let me stare into your soul
I was born and bled for you to hold

Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you've done
Who have I become
To myself I am numb, I am numb, I am numb

Never said thank you
Never said please
Never gave reason to believe
So as it stands
I remain on my knees
Good lovers make great enemies
  (...)"

*Ben Harper.

Where is My Mind

"With your feet in the air and your head on the ground


Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse

But there's nothing in it

And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind
Way out in the water

See it swimmin'


I was swimmin' in the Caribbean

Animals were hiding behind the rocks

Except the little fish

But they told me, he swears

Tryin' to talk to me,


Where is my mind
Way out in the water

See it swimmin' ?


With your feet in the air and your head on the ground

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse

If there's nothing in it

And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah"

*The Pixies

O amor é fodido!

"O amor é fodido. Hei-de acreditar sempre nisto. Onde quer que haja amor, ele acabará, mais tarde ou mais cedo, por ser fodido."

*M.E.C.

"Teach me how to...
Teach me how to...

How to grow."

 

 

*Pj.

I only make jokes to distract myself from the truth...

"Passara na cama o dia inteiro, entregando-se apático ao tropel de recordações que por qualquer razão inexplicável caíra sobre ele como praga de gafanhotos. Por fim, cansado de ser agredido naquele imenso fervilhar de reminiscências, vestiu-se e saiu, caminhando sem destino, perdendo-se na multidão (...)."

 *Henry Miller.

10/10/2010.

"Lembra-te só de que as coisas que pomos na cabeça ficam lá para sempre (...)"

*The road.

"Ás vezes o mundo sobe-me à boca como um espasmo (...)"

*Jorge Melícias, in "Iniciação ao remorso".

"just 19 and sucker's dream

I guess i thought you had the flavour".

 *placebo

Sobram sensações.

The Beatles- In My Life.

There are places I remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places had their moments
With lovers and friends
I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
there is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more

"O amor é para os heróis."

*Valter Hugo Mãe.

"The sky's way bigger than I ever thought it could be."

 

 

*Those dancing days.

"I shot my love.

Todos os Homens matam a coisa que amam.

let it die.

Let it die and get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
That we're not in love

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

It was hard to tell just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away

And after all it won't take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don't want
I learned that with you

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

*Feist.

Hoje não é dia!

[Tape ain't gonna fix it honey.]

"six kinds of glue! won't hold you
(...)

Time ain't gonna cure you honey

Time don't give a shit.
Time ain't gonna cure you honey
Time's just gonna hit on you."

* the kills "tape song".

[You're supposed to have an answer]

"It's not your face
Or the color of your hair
Or the sound of your voice my dear
That's got me dragged in here
It's the ice in the seam, the scheme of you
You're supposed to have the answer
You're supposed to have living proof

Yes i was jealous
Because you are sworn
How could you come undone to a word so strong
My beating heart the anchor to a ship so warm
You're supposed to have the answer
You're supposed to have living proof
Well i am your answer i am living

Will you terrorize this
With your perfect lips
I watch you eat and feed this mess
To the running wind
But i know you from before and after until then
Do you have your answer
Do you have living proof
Well i am your answer i am living

You're supposed to have an answer
You're supposed to have living proof
Well do you have your answer
Do you have your answer
Well i am your answer i am living"

*Living proof, by Cat Power.

tape ain't gonna fix it.

“This is a story of a girl who turned out wrong, because she only loved things that couldn’t love her back.”

É de loucos!

!

Primavera de Destroços.

"Viveremos tudo revoltosos



Nesta Primavera de destroços


Sem dor, sem rancor, sem remorsos (sem remorsos)


...Nesta Primavera de destroços (de destroços)"

*Mão Morta

Rise Above.

"Jealous cowards try to control
They distort what we say
Try to stop what we do
When they can't do it themselves

We are tired of your abuse
Try to stop us, but it's no use

Society's arms think they're smart
I find satisfaction in what they're lacking 'cause
We are born with a chance
And I'm gonna have my chance

Rise above"

*Dirty Projectors

Great Big White World.

"In space the stars are no nearer
Just glitters like a morgue
And I dreamed I was a spaceman
Burned like a moth in a flame
And our world was so fucking gone

I'm not attached to your world
Nothing heals and nothing grows

Because it's a great big white world
And we are drained of our colors
We used to love ourselves,
We used to love one another

All my stitches itch
My prescription's low,
I wish you were queen
Just for today

In a world so white what else could I say?"

*Marilyn Manson

Há noites que duram um dia inteiro.

Man that you fear.

"The ants are in the sugar
The muscles atrophied
We're on the other side, the screen is us and we're t.v.
Spread me open,
Sticking to my pointy ribs
Are all your infants in abortion cribs
I was born into this
Everything turns to shit
The boy that you loved is the man that you fear
Pray until your number,
Asleep from all your pain,
Your apple has been rotting
Tomorrow's turned up dead
I have it all and I have no choice but to
I'll make everyone pay and you will see
You can kill yourself now
Because you're dead
In my mind"

*Marilyn Manson.

Whatever works.

"Boris Yellnikoff: That's why I can't say enough times, whatever love you can get and give, whatever happiness you can filch or provide, every temporary measure of grace, whatever works."

500 days of summer.

"Summer: We've been like Sid and Nancy for months now.
Tom: Summer, Sid stabbed Nancy, seven times with a kitchen knife, I mean we have some disagreements but I hardly think I'm Sid Vicious.
Summer: No I'm Sid.
Tom: Oh, so I'm Nancy..."

Superstars

"They don't know how it really feels
They're just here on holidays"

- David Fonseca.

"Eu agora tinha a morte dentro de mim. E é horrível estar grávido da morte."

 - António Lobo Anunes.

!

"Quando nos deixamos cativar, é certo e sabido que algum dia alguma coisa nos há-de fazer chorar."

Saint-Exupéry, in "O Principezinho"

The Beatles II

Oh! Darling, please believe me


I'll never do you no harm

Believe me when I tell you

I'll never do you no harm

Oh! Darling, if you leave me

I'll never make it alone

Believe me when I beg you

Don't ever leave me alone


When you told me you didn't need me anymore

Well you know I nearly broke down and cried

When you told me you didn't need me anymore

Well you know I nearly fell down and died


Oh! Darling, if you leave me

I'll never make it alone

Believe me when I tell you

I'll never do you no harm


When you told me you didn't need me anymore

Well you know I nearly fell down and cried

When you told me you didn't need me anymore

Well you know I nearly fell down and died


Oh! Darling, please believe me

I'll never let you down

Believe me when I tell you

I'll never do you no harm

The Beatles

Because the world is round it turns me on

Because the world is round...aaaaaahhhhhh

Because the wind is high it blows my mind

Because the wind is high......aaaaaaaahhhh

Love is all, love is new

Love is all, love is you

Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry
Because the sky is blue.......aaaaaaaahhhh






Aaaaahhhhhhhhhh....

em 2010

DISFUNCIONAL.